I m very dissapointed

Hi all...my name is kane..tis year 15..Today i scape school~
Because of someone..I wanna see her but i m too late and she is studying..
Then i when to her school outside to wait her..But i didnt see her..
I decided to go home...When i reach home..I get myself clean and rested well..
I m kinda miss her..about every day or second..
When i suddenly something which hurt me the most..
I was headache.angry and wanna cry out...
I m very sad..Very dissapointed..
i reliase i dont own her..
I cannot take care her...
But i still love her...